AN sQuared
deeply from d bottom of my heart (:
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WARNING - this post contains true story and great confessions of kos :D
do read but dont judge. no, thanks but just keep the verdict to your self k :)
i hope you understand.


*minx2 laa..*


CONFUSED heh?


yea maybe yes.. OR probably..
NO.
xtaw ah nk ckp cmna,
nk ckp jeles kwn2 ad bf,
hmm, agk arr.. mmg kdg2 tuh trasa gak an
sbb dpa cm ad someone to keep their accompany.
mcm, ad 'remedy' la if depa sdey ka
ilang semangat ka,
patah ati ka..
but how bout me?
im just.. yea.. me.. all alone.
i dont know why but,
i just think that, this is not a really good time for me to make love
nahh, byk owg ckp, tyme skola menengah lah yg plg FUN
gempak abes. but to me
i am.. yea like commonly gurl. yg mayb such a boring, uninterested
and also.. NOBODY DREAM's girl..
ever. i know that :)


but, so far, i will just going to smile lah
cz i deserve to :)
like abg said.. "sbb, hg xusaha.."
usaha like what la wey.. kita xtaw ap dlm ati owg..
cz i dont have any superpower like mind reader which is owned by -> EDWARD CULLEN
just in twilight la :D
but seyesly kay. everybody's got their own 'chronicles of romeo and juliet..'
or even, 'LOVE story..'
fairytales do exist in their very own life..
but how bout me?
haha :D


the only thing i have been hold to all this while is
this. PATIENCE..
woiii.. ingat easy ka nk sabar lama2?
not a small deal k..
but.. i believe.. Allah is there to assists me whenever He is in my need :)
just, the time has not come yet
and all i got to do is, SABAR..
plus, aida xkn ugi ap2 an?
haha bayang wey bayang..
dikelilingi oleh sekumpulan rakan2 yg mempunyai teman lelaki senirik
and keep telling you how romantic their boyriends are.
then, would you just smile and CANGAK there?
hell no aite?
mayb, deep in ur little heart..
only Allah and you, yourself know
what are in it.
kan?? tpu la klaw ckp,
'eh, mana ad.. xrasa ap2 pn. cool la.. '
heh, no more la wey. no and NO :)


also
aida try be postive all of this while
mayb.. klaw aida get into this thing
aida xley konsentret study.. or mayb aida akn mgalami musim sdeh yg amat sgt
if aida termasok ngan benda2 neh
but sometimes, i feel..
heh, bertentangan dgn suma2 yg aida ckp neh :D
haha look.. aida just nk try..
not more not less.
xsalah mncuba kan? :)
but i know.. berdosa ): tp..
kdg2 aida terpk, klaw kt sana nant kn..
bley ka msg2 cm aida bwt skg neh?
em.. date kt mna2 yg best2?
still ngan owg yg aida suka tuh?
byk soklan compare to jwpn.. but, aida just.. TGGU.. :)

and jgk..
i always stick to this..

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dear..
know something?



:)
but, i know and believe,
it happens for a reason and it is what it is..
just, kna usaha k..
dlm case neh, its QADA' MUALAQ..
bley berubah, not fix like QADA' MUBRAM :)
sometimes, Allah has arranged all of these destiny(s) well
but, we still have options to choose :)
Allah sgt2 adil kn?
so.. dont ever misunterstood Him..
just try to be grateful with what you have k :)


but, no offence k :)
aida xpnah pn salah kn kwn2 aida if depa kapel pn..
its their life. who am i to judge? even parents dpa pn xckp ap..
and aida nk 'pancung2' dpa?
no way.. my only job is, nasehat depa..
and if i did, means, keja aida da selesai la :D
bnda berubah.. apatah lg manusia :)


anyway..


esok math..
BIG DAY INDEED!
doakan aida yeah :)

XOXO AN


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