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lesson #1

Sunday @ 8:36 PM | 2 Comment [s]

no matter how big the problem is,
no matter how sucks my life is,
no matter how hurted i am,
no matter how hard my effort is, just to make things right,

but still,
i have right to live my life to the fullest.

i dont care what will people judge.

its just me myself and if u cannot accept the real me,

i am sorry but you are no longer needed in my life.

i only need people who can accept the way i am

i am crazy, insane and childish.

but, does it matter if you are sincere to be my friend?

and only now,

i realize that life must go on no matter what happened.

i experienced so many kinds of problems and they teached me a lot of lessons which i must not do in my future.

i am proud and thankful to have chance once again to repair/fix my self and my future.

maybe, i should not look back to my mistake and find new people who i can trust or rely on.

-> "jgnla beralih ke belakang kerana yang berlaku, tetap berlaku. smoga yang berlaku tidak akan berlaku lagi. dan ingatlah, orang yg plg kita sayang itulah org yg plg cntik dan plg baik walaupun kalau nk diikutkn ada lagi yg lebih baik dan cantik."

yet i realised now, i still have people who are always next to me through everything.

and i really really aprreciate it.

how Allah will always bless them.

and maybe its true.

"aida harus pasrah dan redha dgn sgala ap yg terjadi.

biarlah kawan hanya semata sebagai kawan.

mungkin juga ada hikmah yang plg cantik dsebalik semua kejadian yang telah terjadi.

mungkin ad jugak sebab munasabab yg plg best dsebalik semua yang Allah beri.

terima kasih Allah kerana telah membimbing aida slma neh.

aida syg Allah sgt3!"

maybe, the time also, has not come yet.

i must wait patiently..

miracles will come, but not now or tomorrow but sooner as i cannot predict when it is.

=) anyway, i love you, people!

thanks so much for letting me exists in your life!

-> people who are in the same boat with me, will know how does it feels. =) and to people who arent yet, better ready siap2 cz it takes alots of time to recover back =)

'i know, maybe i am not good enough for you but maybe for others, i am =)'

XOXO AN

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