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tambahan pula, cubalah selami hati nya betol betol. lantas, anda akan memahami apa yang terbuku dihatinya selama ini. juga bersama sama dengan lagu disebelah ini untuk menambahkan lagi umph dan feel ketika membaca post ini. noktah..


hello. hye. hallo. olla :D jadi kut sket2. hueueue
mmm.. today, aida ad byk sgt persoalan yang dok berpusing2 dlm palahotak aida neh.
but, hard to find the answers.. why ah?
SEBAB..
aida xpnah usaha pn nk carik.. okay, pnah usaha.
adla.. sikit sikit sbb takot risiko keadaan )=

dan persoalannya..

how to show to people or someone bhawasanya kita ney care psal dia even dari jauh pn?
how to show yang kita still sayang dia even kita bkn spa2 dah bg dia?
how to show yang kita rindu sgt2 moment2 lama tuh even skg ialah skg dan xakan juga xmungkin akan berulang seperti dulu?
how to show yang kita still nak dia jadik kawan kita after all this time and mistake yg kita bwt?
how to show yang kita betoi2 ikhlas kwn ngan dia dan bukan atas dasar duit atau pangkat atau harta?

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

i know, my past is not the best for me but seems like, suma kenangan yang sweet2 suma ad tersimpan dalam masa lalu aida.
bayangkan, cana aida nak lupa? and just bwt2 bodo and tataw?
for sure aida akan ingat kan..
but, ingat masa lepas just bley bwt aida sdey and terasa hati lalu bertambah sakit ati dan luka then jadi scar lagi la kat hati aida yang sudah sedia ad nih.
aida tataw ap masalah aida, ttapi, sebest mana pn owg yang hadir dalam hidop aida skg,
aida maseh xdapat lupa orang yang kt masa lalu aida.
knapa? sbb.. aida xjumpa lagi owg yang lagi best, nice mcm dia.
i mean.. da jumpa, tapi xmcm dia. dia laen sgt3 )=

the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.

aida sayang dia but aida xleh gtaw dia sebab aida xberani amek cabaran idop
aida lebey rela sakit sowg2 daripada gtaw
atleast, if aida ilang dia, aida ilang dia as a friend, not as someone that special.
lama ja aida pendam, AWAT TAH XBLEY ILANG?
i just dont get it..

sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past .. stop planning the future .. stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel .. stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever..happens..happens"

suma orang dok cakap cam quote atas neh.
but.. depa xpaham gena asanya. sakittttt taw dak pndam lama2.
haih, kwn2 aida suma tertanya2, cana la aida leh ingat lagi after dia da bwt aida sakit ati and laen2 lagi?
aida just... tah. maybe that sayang makes me weak.. you can always say. but you never do. because you dont feel it. you dont taste the bitterness. so you never know. )=

everybody wants happiness
nobody wants pain
but you can't have a rainbow
without a little rain

hmmm.. kadang asa cm giveup pn adaaa..
asa cm nyesal pn ad. suma ad.. klaw la aida ddok diam and xbwt psay dlu,
kan aida da xjadik cmni. kan aida pnya story still best, lots of fun and challenging.
tp akg, da jadi suram.. da jd pale sumanya. dsbbkn oleh satu cita yang xsyok, abeh osak satu buku. kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga.
ARGH~ why am i so duuuummmbbb to get involve with things like that?
ppainful tawuuuuu ~

We could all take a lesson from crayons: some are sharp, some are beautiful, some have weird names, and all are different colors, but they still learn to live in the same box.

kadang cm nak kata ja.. maw ad masalah ngan msa silam,
xyh la balas dndam ngan owg yang btol2 syg kt dia
just SAYANG SEIKHLASNYA BULEH TAK?
JANGAN DOK PERMAIN BULEH? seyes, aida xsuka owg cmtu..
bla kita dh syg, kita dh start amek kesah suma,
dok bwt play lak.. mmg nk kna sodok. hahah

Our tears are what happens when it rains deep inside our hearts and we cannot hold the rain any longer

but xpa.. aida salu ckp yg aida redha, tp ssebenaqnya, aida maseh tak buleh trima!
sbb pa? aida sniri pn xdpt jwb g soklan tuh!
terlalu menyaketkan! huh

The hardest part about moving forward is not looking back

everybody ad cta sdey an. sobs3..
tapi cana depa atasi? come on la.. stop denying yg da bley lupa completely.
mest ad jgk yg xley lupa an..
haha. mari mari, join the club :D

Funny how your best friend can become your worst enemy with one mistake.

yeah, faced it once. true friend could turn to true enemy.
guhreattttt aiteee. lovve it, like it, CHEERS to that man!
hahahaha. aida asa mcm.. klaw la dah asa cm xska aida,
just say it. napa nak hide? no benefit kut. just nk bwt aida sakit ati?
better tayah sbb kna ingat na, kita ad tuhan Allah SWT, in a blink of eye saja, dia bley balas balik suma benda.
=)

so, i always hoping for something better day by day
always look behind in my journey of looking forward.
always hoping that the person who i miss so much,
will turn the new leaf and act like before. everything was perfect. tooooo perfect until you have no idea how perfect it was =)
till one moment. the thing washed it all away..
just me myself left alone..
without no one to hold )=

what's done is done, what's gone is gone. one of life's lessons is always moving on. getting over a first love, dealing with heartbreak, dealing with death and dealing with life. it's ok to look back and think of fond memories, but keep moving forward and you will live your life happily

insyaAllah =)

thanks for all your quotes anyway =)

THE END.


XOXO AN

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