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suffocated. pls help. haha
Saturday @ 7:22 PM | 0 Comment [s]
hye everybody. =) em sorry sbb da delete latest post. i have my very own reason anyway hehe hope you understand but em today, im going to clarify everything for her to understand i dont want this problem to grow bigger and bigger and it can also effect my study and hers. so, i must not wait any longer and must do some explainations. so i hope, there will be no offence and we will be fine like before. okayyy? firstly, the only and main thing that make me feel so fucked up is.. you broke your promises. i feel like an idiot. you gave me your words but you just broke them and ignore me. just like that.. if i do that to you, what will you feel? wouldnt it be the same as i am? eg ; you promise me to tell him that i was in misery, was missing him and would try your best to persuade him. but all you do is, keep contacting him on FB by commenting to each other pictures without telling him what have you promised me isnt that bad? i mean, definitely bad okay, fine. pictures commment. 20-30 comments. okay.. still.. i force my self to not negativ thinking. next, i see you, commenting with him on fb wall. recently.. always.. i dont know why but i feel like i am backstabbed. he reply yours but my birthday wish on his wall, invisible just like that. is that what we call fair? i dont think it is.. and then, i started to feel that you are annoying and twofaced (sorry to say, i just want to be honest) while he doesnt even say hye to me even your promise has been made weeks ago. i really mad on that time. i cant even think then, i told his 1st foster sis bout what you have done. just imagine, i feel like i was deceived and even my own foster brother did this to me. like, where is my old bro that used to make me smile whenever im in sorrow? i mean, spa xterkilan kan? then, me and her planned something. absolutely bout this aite.. till things got complicated enough, only then he say hye to us. of course la the only thing that crossed my mind on that time is, you are the one who told him to do so. so, yeah right.. while me, keep feeling that i am neglected. so obvious rite now.. okay fine. after weeeeeeeeksss you promised me then only you asked him to say hye to me on that time? xley bwt lewat lagi? -.-" why not earlier? ofcourse jugak, aida asa mcm you are trying to amek dia sowg2. like conquer dia sowg2. mest la aida and her rasa xadil kn.. and the question is, why x tanya dia awai2 after you bwt jnji tuh? why tggu2? WHY WHY WHY? why must bwt aida saket ati? why must bwt aida ttggu? why? why must this thing happened? seriously, sp nk suma ney jd.. aida xmnx pn suma neh. you know something.. after he broke up with his ex, he keep asking my opinion bout you. then i said. you are good and suits him well. im the one who give him support and everything to get you and him together. but what did i get as return? a broken heart? why me? why is always me? please.. it has already happened last year. xkn kot tiap thn aida nk tempuh mslh. bnda yg sama? please la.. aida hrp you fhm.. its not easy to take him as my bro.. i had put my hrdest effort before.. please, make me feel like there is still somebody who appreciate me. accept the way i am and everything about me. please...... i clarified everything and its your turn now. i hope you understand. *SORRY FOR MY BAD WORDS. IM JUST TRYING TO BE HONEST AND CLARIFY EVERYTHING. |
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