1. okay today, seriously, aku nak umum darurat sat!
haha sounds funny but seriously, aint funny at ALL!
problems are like surrounding me on this critical moment
like my exam is just 3 days more to go.
and i feel like fu*king stressed out and depressed.
you know, small matter like this, i usually can overcome them at the end.
but, not this 'SMALL MATTER' of problem.
i dont get any solution till now, i dont know why.
starts from a minor thing, then it relates to many kind of it's relative -.- which has no logic at all if you could have known what the hell the problem is.
i dont think new people should intterupt this matter.
oh hey, sorry i didnt meant to be so rude or harsh but seriously, i dont really like if other people who i just know them briefly, interfere to this not so called small matter.
it is just between me and my friends so let us solve them by ourself hokay?
you know, she's our friend. okayy.. friend. and we are humans.. okay. not dolls or toys whom dont feel anything when sensitive things hit us like this.
u must understand okay, u have changed her a lot since u guys know her.
and it really really hurts me.
i dont know how to explain to you guys, but those are what i feel.
im just tryin to be honest.. dont misunderstood me.
okay, fine la if you guys want to be her friends, like go hang out with her to everywhere but just dont change her. okay..
dont hurt my feeling, please will you?
im so sick of this matter which repeats again and again and again
but still, i remain silent everytime it appears like i dont care at all even actually and seriously, I DO! so please. understand me. we are not kids anymore.
we are all fifteen. like, come on guys.
fair and square will you?

2. okay guys, please la okay, if something that MINOR and not so important

please dont take it to your heart kay?

where is my old friends who arent serious at all and take all my jokes for granted?

and keeps cheering me up with all kinds of silly jokes even it is stupid enough for you to care? why and where?

hello, dearest friends, you shouldnt act like this because this is not a friendship is.

frienship needs love respect care patience and honesty.

so, please la, im getting sick and tired of this thing la, still remain the same. not yet solve.

haiya, what kind of frienship is this?

can you guys just give and take? and behave please. i dont want ur atittude to irritate me more and more and more. please, be yourself.
i just want you to be like u used to, not trying to transform you to the new person.
understand la please la. 3years have gone by.

sure you do know who i am talking about aite?


3. ya Allah ya tuhan.. every word that came out from your mouth needs to be filtered first okay? means like,

THINK BEFORE YOU TALK la.. your friends might get hurted with ur harsh words.

and please, be a supportive friend. bestfriend kan?

why not kita jd saling support menyuport cm dulu?

yang dok gadoh sangat ney pasaipa?

yang suka dok bebai aka majok ney pasaipa?

come on wey, call me chilidsh or whatsoever tp slama aku idop kat muka bumi ney,

xpenah lagi la aku majok ngan kawan aku besaq2 smpy berenkey2 abeh masalah pastu mulala tataw nak selesai mana satu.

suma pakat dok buntu. pastu dok menangeh xberlagu.

TOLONGLA. everybody, where's ur cooperation?

mana persefahaman hampa suma yg slama ney keeps our frienship firm?

tlg la. support each other kay. aku da xlarat da nak hadapi benda yang sama tiap hari.

tolong la. aku mnx sgt2 ney na..

lastly, TOLONG BUAT FRIENDSHIP JADI CAM DULU BALIK! JADI OKAY BALIK NA, BUKAN MAKIN KERUH!
*big enough for you to see?

and sorry for my harsh words. i just cant stand it anymore.


XOXO AN